Problems

I was fine yesterday. I was so happy. I felt so blessed to be surrounded by people who have such positive energy and so much motivation.

But today I woke up feeling like shit again. I felt groggy as hell. I stared blankly at my laptop feeling so trapped in my own fucking body wanting just to get out of everything. What was I so worried about? Friend said that it was just me worrying about my future. I guess part of it is true but part of me isn't quite sure what it is that I'm so worried about.

It's just this looming fear that everything is out to get me? It just feels like I'm in danger...? It's just inexplicable.

And the only thing I could do is shout for help online. Out towards the vast space. To my public blog. To my public twitter. To my public instagram. To whom?