Hello again. Did this random 'to-do' list just now and this post shall be the official post of the day. Haha. I did nothing much after finals but spent most of my time watching movies and dramas. Although I'm quite happy that I've finally found my drama umph back I'm rather worried that it'd affect my piano exams! It's looming around the corner, two more weeks to go. D:

Speaking of dramas, K-dramas were a bore recently so I kinda stopped watching them, (no, City Hunter doesn't appeal to me, maybe I'd watch it one day. one day.) but Tree with Deep Roots is making me download episode after episode! Guess I like historical dramas more. Heh.

Oh and Ohmaigod. Despite it being very addicting, it makes me want to pull my hair out of anger. UGHHHH!!! WHY CAN'T THIS STUPID DDOLBOK REALIZE THAT IT'S NOT LEEDO'S FAULT ALREADY?!
Well, I'm only at the second episode and I'm already lovingSong Joong Ki's character! Chae Sang Woo's (younger Chae Yoon/Jang Hyuk's character)character pisses me off though. I'm hoping that he's not going to be that ignorant when he grows up cause Jang Hyuk was the reason why I started watching this drama. Haha. But seriously, his younger self, Ddolbok is rather ignorant and it pisses me off. Uh yes, he is filial son, but does he have to act like he's invincible? Hmm, nevertheless, this drama is rather promising! Haha.

Okay, gotta go watch another episode of Tree With Deep Roots.

1. Travel around Korea.
2. Travel around Europe. 
3. Go to South Africa.
4. Finish all the books I purchased.
5. Meet JYJ
6. Meet HoMin
7. Meet Mayday
8. Meet TVXQ (And when I say TVXQ, I mean all 5 of them. That's just my opinion. D:)
9.  Go to TVXQ's/JYJ's/HoMin's/Mayday's concert (going to their concert and meeting them are totally different things) 
10. SERIOUSLY NEED TO CLEAN UP MY STUDY DESK. 
11. LEARN KOREAN.
12. PRACTICE PIANO.

I had to bold every single thing because they're just that important.

When I thought I've stopped caring for you, you showed up again just to break my heart.

TVXQ/JYJ/HOMIN WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME? T_____________T

Le sigh, yes, I'm literally crazy. I've gone bonkers for them. I thought I could forget them once I halted all my fangirling, but my caring didn't stop. Well, I guess it's going to be very hard for you to understand how it feels like to love a band so crazily, but I think all the cassies feel the same way. :')

Felt a sudden pang of emotions once more when I heard the news of them singing Stand By U during their concert. :'( (I've always felt that Stand By U is like their song. the lyrics suit them perfectly, especially after the 09 incident)  The disarrayed feeling, the confusion, the sadness, the happiness, the sweetness all hit me once they started singing it, and not to mention that they sang it in acapella which made it more heartbreaking.

Seriously, I do not know who to believe or who to support. But I do know who to NOT BELIEVE, the so-called fans. They think they know everything about them but they are so wrong. Who knows what they're feeling inside? WHO is to know who's right and who's wrong? Who really are the ones who're just screaming for attention? Wanting to be the innocent ones?

And we, the fans are so sick of different stories now, all we want is the TRUTH. But no one seems to understand us. Well, I for one, don't care about who's right or who's wrong, everyone makes mistakes anyways, but I just want to know the truth. And hell, will the 5 of you just try fixing it together please? I'll be there, and I believe the true cassi opeias will stay till the very end and help you get through with all this mess. :(

Like I've always said, maybe 10 years later, or maybe sooner than we thought it would be, they would reunite again and reveal the truth. And I promise you, TVXQ, I'll forgive you. No matter who messed up, I'll never abandon you.

And here, the lyrics for Stand by U.

Stand By U lyrics (translation)
JJ: Since that day you left without saying goodbye
The sights and smells of this town feel strange
YH: We made promises, I wanted to be everything to you
But they were not kept, they become memories

CM: When you cried alone, if I had flown straight to you
Would you still be beside me?
YC: If I could I’d say it again, I love you
Now the words of how I feel for you cannot touch you

JJ: Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
JS: I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again

YH: My feelings unchanged
YC: I'm just thinking of you

YH: I remember your back, your tied-up hair
Repeatedly mistaking someone else for you, until they look back
CM: Every time my phone rings, I expect it will be you
I suffer all day

JJ: I lied saying I would forget you, I only really want to remember
JS: Acting like I don't care, I don't need this anymore
I do not feel happy without you
Tears fall, although I try my best they will not stop immediately

YC: Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
JJ: I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again

YH: So now I'm so alone, calling your name
CM: I do not and can not accept this sadness
But I have no other choice

JJ: I seemed to see you shining here
But that time can never come back
JS: Whatever happens, whatever I lose
I never want to forget loving you

YC: Wondering where you are, and with who
What you dream of, why you smile
JJ: Right here, even now I’m still here
I believe that some day I can meet you

YH: My feelings unchanged
YC: I'm just thinking of you
JS: My feelings unchanged
JJ: I'm just thinking of you

lyrics credits: http://miroticdbsk.blogspot.com/2009/05/dbsk-stand-by-u-translated-lyrics.html

OHMYGOD.

I should really quit being in the virtual world next year. It is way too addicting, constantly distracting me. UGH. 

Kthxbai.

Little Furball

Furball's picture

I'm a little furball

with eyes popping out

with no nose to smell

and no special tales to tell

no I ain't got legs to walk

neither do I have a mouth to talk

all I could do is bounce and bounce

after all I only weigh an ounce

How did I write this then

without the ability to hold a pen

oh this is a little furry secret

something I don't tell the others

but since you're such a good little kid

you could come down and have a sit

I will tell you how and why

and how hard I had to try

to get this little piece of nothing done

oh yes I will tell you son.

My eyes did all the work

you should see how they jerked

for I strained them to write all these words

and yes I know it sounds absurd

But what is happening in front of you

is ultimately and extremely true

I would never lie to kids like you

for I love being friends with you

Another fun fact you'd want to know about me

There's a thing in me that you can't see

Try to guess what it is

Then I would give you a hug and kiss

But wait I don't have a mouth nor any limbs

Guess I'd have to give you my favourite ice cream

Till then, toodles, kid

One day again, we will meet. 

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Little furball came to visit me during my BM paper 1 exam. :D He was sho cute and adorable. Being around him makes you all warm and fuzzy inside. I hope he'd come visit me again though. Oh yes, he wrote this! I was just helping him to spread the message. Mind to answer his question? And he's such a sweet little furball, not stingy to share his favourite ice cream with me! And he told me that his favourite flavor is blueberry mint! How nice. We don't see the combination a lot here eh? But in the furball world, it's highly popular. I hope it'll come to our human world one day. Sigh, why can't we just be awesome like them? Oh and he said that he'll meet me again one day, so yeah, am hoping that he'll tell me more about his world, and he promised me to bring his girlfriend during the next trip! :D I will definitely share his story with you guys. :D I've just noticed that he hasn't told me his name. D: But it's okay, I'll know it one day! Hahaha. 

Oh, and remember to guess what's in him that we can't see! :D

omg, am i talking crap again. oh bah. whazzzzzzever.

A new Start!

I'm not deleting all my previous blog posts nor am I going to delete my previous blog. But the 'life-as-meidelynn' blog shall be officially the place for me to complain and grunt like an old pig.

And now, I present to you,

a new blog with a new name.

:D NO MORE HUMDRUM EMO POSTS! :D You're saved from all the verbal insult, the incessant ranting and complaining, and most of all, my stinky crap. Cause this is the place where you can bask in... i don't know, my AWESOMENESS-slash-AMAZINGNESS I guess? hahaha.

Oh, but there is one single complain I have right now.  Exams are here, and wow, I'm online. You can just imagine how my grades are going to be like. -______- Le Sigh.

Sidenote: And I promise you to change the background/template/whatever-you-call-it a.s.a.p. hhaha. Okay, I tried my best to give the blog a happy fluffy name, but it turns out to be a cheesy one. Ugh. I'm flinching at it right now. Damn.