Sunday, October 16, 2011

When I thought I've stopped caring for you, you showed up again just to break my heart.

TVXQ/JYJ/HOMIN WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME? T_____________T

Le sigh, yes, I'm literally crazy. I've gone bonkers for them. I thought I could forget them once I halted all my fangirling, but my caring didn't stop. Well, I guess it's going to be very hard for you to understand how it feels like to love a band so crazily, but I think all the cassies feel the same way. :')


Felt a sudden pang of emotions once more when I heard the news of them singing Stand By U during their concert. :'( (I've always felt that Stand By U is like their song. the lyrics suit them perfectly, especially after the 09 incident)  The disarrayed feeling, the confusion, the sadness, the happiness, the sweetness all hit me once they started singing it, and not to mention that they sang it in acapella which made it more heartbreaking.

Seriously, I do not know who to believe or who to support. But I do know who to NOT BELIEVE, the so-called fans. They think they know everything about them but they are so wrong. Who knows what they're feeling inside? WHO is to know who's right and who's wrong? Who really are the ones who're just screaming for attention? Wanting to be the innocent ones?

And we, the fans are so sick of different stories now, all we want is the TRUTH. But no one seems to understand us. Well, I for one, don't care about who's right or who's wrong, everyone makes mistakes anyways, but I just want to know the truth. And hell, will the 5 of you just try fixing it together please? I'll be there, and I believe the true cassi opeias will stay till the very end and help you get through with all this mess. :(

Like I've always said, maybe 10 years later, or maybe sooner than we thought it would be, they would reunite again and reveal the truth. And I promise you, TVXQ, I'll forgive you. No matter who messed up, I'll never abandon you.

And here, the lyrics for Stand by U.

Stand By U lyrics (translation)
JJ: Since that day you left without saying goodbye
The sights and smells of this town feel strange
YH: We made promises, I wanted to be everything to you
But they were not kept, they become memories
CM: When you cried alone, if I had flown straight to you
Would you still be beside me?
YC: If I could I’d say it again, I love you
Now the words of how I feel for you cannot touch you
JJ: Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
JS: I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again
YH: My feelings unchanged
YC: I'm just thinking of you
YH: I remember your back, your tied-up hair
Repeatedly mistaking someone else for you, until they look back
CM: Every time my phone rings, I expect it will be you
I suffer all day

JJ: I lied saying I would forget you, I only really want to remember
JS: Acting like I don't care, I don't need this anymore
I do not feel happy without you
Tears fall, although I try my best they will not stop immediately
YC: Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
JJ: I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again

YH: So now I'm so alone, calling your name
CM: I do not and can not accept this sadness
But I have no other choice

JJ: I seemed to see you shining here
But that time can never come back
JS: Whatever happens, whatever I lose
I never want to forget loving you

YC: Wondering where you are, and with who
What you dream of, why you smile
JJ: Right here, even now I’m still here
I believe that some day I can meet you

YH: My feelings unchanged
YC: I'm just thinking of you
JS: My feelings unchanged
JJ: I'm just thinking of you


lyrics credits: http://miroticdbsk.blogspot.com/2009/05/dbsk-stand-by-u-translated-lyrics.html

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